I have had great fun. Now, before I lose sight of the person I came back as, I am letting things carryout however they will. If you like the new Torchy? Vote for her. If you like Pin? Great. But, I seem to be losing the person I am, returning to the person I was. That's not going to ever happen again.
Newbies have no idea. I was around well before this board. I did join this board initially in February 2004. I was a mod, supermod, admin and even owned my own female board. Throughout the years, I gained a tremendous amount of knowledge through self experiences, close female friends and other females who shared the ups and downs of anabolics with me.
At one point, I became very ill. Extremely. It was something I was battling with since I was 18 and still am today. One thing after another tore at my body and I let my health go to shit. Then, after my own battles, I lost my dad. I found him passed away in his bed 2/27/12.
Torchy was already angry because she wasn't the person she needed to be for everyone on the boards due to health. But, she grew bitter. Clawed, fought, bit, chewed and started wars. She did everything just to prove her point. Until one day she said fuck it. This isn't worth it.
That day I told Bass to just take all remnants off me away. I disappeared.
I went through one helluva transformation. Mind, body and soul. Not only am I a quarter, in size, of the person I used to be now losing close 37% bodyfat, but my whole being was filled with a brighter light.
So, here I am today saying I love the contest. I love the attention. I do not love what it is doing to PaleoChick. It is turning her into Torchy. I don't know if that makes any sense to anyone. If it does, put a thanks under this little post.
I am who I am. You can accept me for who I am. And those that do? Know I am a very kind and loving friend. I just want to be happy, let the sun shine on my face and sing&dance like a fool even when people are watching.
PaleoChick
Newbies have no idea. I was around well before this board. I did join this board initially in February 2004. I was a mod, supermod, admin and even owned my own female board. Throughout the years, I gained a tremendous amount of knowledge through self experiences, close female friends and other females who shared the ups and downs of anabolics with me.
At one point, I became very ill. Extremely. It was something I was battling with since I was 18 and still am today. One thing after another tore at my body and I let my health go to shit. Then, after my own battles, I lost my dad. I found him passed away in his bed 2/27/12.
Torchy was already angry because she wasn't the person she needed to be for everyone on the boards due to health. But, she grew bitter. Clawed, fought, bit, chewed and started wars. She did everything just to prove her point. Until one day she said fuck it. This isn't worth it.
That day I told Bass to just take all remnants off me away. I disappeared.
I went through one helluva transformation. Mind, body and soul. Not only am I a quarter, in size, of the person I used to be now losing close 37% bodyfat, but my whole being was filled with a brighter light.
So, here I am today saying I love the contest. I love the attention. I do not love what it is doing to PaleoChick. It is turning her into Torchy. I don't know if that makes any sense to anyone. If it does, put a thanks under this little post.
I am who I am. You can accept me for who I am. And those that do? Know I am a very kind and loving friend. I just want to be happy, let the sun shine on my face and sing&dance like a fool even when people are watching.
PaleoChick
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