I am feeling angry lately. My job feels like a sweatshop. I have ranked it as 2nd worst job of my career and I have cleaned toilets in a past life. I go through phases, about once a year, where I dislike my job and complain about my job but this experience has been particularly awful. I don't want to work another day on this team but I have to stretch myself to make it to another job offer first. I feel tried and irritable. I'm feeling stressed. In the context of my stress, I am supposed to continue showing up and delivering. I want to spontaneously combust. There are also times where I wish I was deaf so I wouldn't feel irritated by my non-actuarial cubemates innocuous conversations. I either want to cry or scream but I continue on in quiet desperation.
Angry and exhausted
